today,,,,,,!!! from school,,,,,!!

even now in still in my fasting,,,but i had to teaching 37 students,,,huff,,,,,,,scream,,,,shout out to the naughty students,,,but i never angry to them or give them punishment.I dont wanna be a killer teacher,,,i wanna be their friends so that we can study together ,,,,,,,,!! even i know English more heheheheehehhe

not feel tired,,,,,,or thirsty,,,my rpp hasnt finished yet,,,,,,,!! i just think ,the most importantt thing in sharing the material to the students by bringing the material to the real life of the students,,,,am I right????

huff,,,,,,,really miss him,,,,!!
really miss my friends,,,,,now i have no job anymore,I had but only one,and I think I still have a time to be filled with work so that I can get money,,,,,!!! but now,not anymore,,,,,,,someone has cheated me by giving an intersting job,,in fact,he is gone right away,gone with the wind,I wanna cry,coz i left Pia for it,,,,for something bullshit like what he did,,,,,,,,!!! I just pray to God that he will get a good way,,,,,!!!

now still thinking the best way to get money,,,,,,,!! focuses on repair my self,,,,,!! and do my hobbies reading,writing,,,,,!!

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sad news and bad news

hmmm,,,,,,,there are many things to be worried about in this life,,,,,and we have to be more carefull in this life,,,
sad,,,,,sad,,,,,,,
firstly,i just thought i have gotten many opportunities
getting great chance working in the press,even just translate the article or news even i have to resign from a special place,,,,,in fact i just be a stupid donkey,,,,,,,,!!!:'(
hm,,,,and u know,,,,,,everything be to the lowest part again in my life,,,,,,,

hmmm,,,but I am happy coz someone beside me still....!!! hopefully will be 4ever ever after,,,,,,!!!

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Warna warni remaja

" saya malas ke sekolah krna teman2 suka menganggu sya,tp sya juga tidak suka dengan pelajaran bahasa inggris,trmasuk gurunya.anda trlalu serius!"
Di antara ratusan komentar yg membanjiri meja saya,trnyata ada satu surat yang cukup membuat saya memutar kembali ke belakang plot kehdupan saya.Ternyata kesabaran serta suasana persahabatan yg kuciptakan di kelas belum cukup bahkan kenyataanya aku hampir gagal mendidik anak-anak muridku.aku pikir aku dah cukup jadi guru sekaligus sahabt ,teman!tapi di antara komen-komen itu akhirx ada beberapa kesimpulan yang bisa ku ambil
1.anak2 tuh malas ke skul krna ternyata guru2 yg ngajar galak-galak! Killer lah istilahx
2.pacaran juga mempengaruhi semangat blajar anak2,tapi sjauh ini pengaruhx masih negatif...

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